its 1.47am.yet i nt slpy.nw marks e end of cny liao. how time flies.. soon it b mid-term break n b exams then hols.. time realli waits for no man..sumtimes i realli wan one day to have 48 hrs n i will use 24 hrs of it for slping.. so shuang!daydreaming again as usual...

so many new songs on e radio! makes mi wanna go kbox again! cross mi fingers! lately NUS hav many singing comp, talentquest nw stardust... i will enjoy watching them but i dun tink i b joining any. seriously. singing has always been a passion in mi life.listening to music.playing e piano.singing along.kbox.all tis sum up to e word passion. ppl kp saeing if u hav e passion u can go far..sumhow passion is nt enuff.natural born talent is essential.so wat if u hav an okie voice. w/o e stage presence or showmanship it wun seem rite.having a great singing voice is a major part of singing career but w/o charisma n looks.. how to go far.. e reality is cruel in tat sense. there r opp where i can hav a chance to c how far can i go by entering into comp, to improve, learn from others but there is alwaz a strong feeling in mi head tat prevents all tis.. i tot it was shy n coward of mi..but then i realize e reason is beyond such factors.. e reason y i enjoy singing is bcos it helps mi relax n enable mi to bring out mi feelings in a diff wae. i scare comp will cause mi to create any negative tots i hav for singing.or any yin1 ying2. i dun wan such tots.

its gonna b a speedy wk ahead considering vdae, steamboat,supper then hall pdn.. all in a wk.. hope everytink turns out as hoped! =)

;i am afraid